I'll admit
I walked gingerly thorough the gateway...
Got high of his aroma, one hit and I knew he was going places
And I wanted to follow
Kept getting chocolate wasted
Every time inhaling a little longer
Holding these feelings trapped in my lungs
Every time a little longer....it felt so good....
Eventually I needed more
So I sprinkled the powder on the table
And snorted my way to ecstasy
I floated
In the clouds as the powder lined my noes
He had me wide open
Walking around in a constant state of euphoria
And then one day a hundred and fifty characters
No longer afforded me the bump I so desperately yearned for
My digital love affair was over
I knew I would have to take drastic measures
So I rolled up my sleeve
Tied myself off
Put the needle in my arm
I drifted into the imaginary world
Where him and I dance in the moonlight
Shared kisses over brunch
And never thought about goodbyes
But I was never satisfied
More demand and no supply
Nightmares about the inevitable
Waking up in cold sweats
But if I could just get one more hit......
I'm going through withdrawal
Vomiting my feelings
Insomnia holding these memories hostage in my brain
I can't stop the shakes
If I only I had turned my head,
"Hey this is Lance" is all I heard instead.
This is a helluva drug
Hi my name is Chantell and I'm an addict
