Saturday, July 25, 2009

F*CK LOVE

.............it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all

That is such utter cow manure. First of all, how many of you even know what love is? To some of you, Love is a four letter word like sh*t and f*ck. Unofficially, I no longer believe that I'm able to love someone outside of my family. I can no longer sacrifice my feelings for the hopes that someone will be dumb enough to sacrifice theirs.

Yes, I'm officially over love. I LOVE Jackie and Frank and Montrell. I love them because they loved me before I even knew how to love. They love me unconditionally. They are the air that I breathe. I love my Jesus who died on the cross for me. Notice a pattern?? All of these people have shown and proved that they are worthy of my love. I just didn't meet them and decide, "Hey. Your kinda cool. I may love you"!!!!!!!

I just don't understand how people just FALL in love. And think that's okay. People FALL off the Cooper River bridge and no one thinks that's okay. Notice the words used to describe someone in love: CRAZY in love, MADLY in love, HEAD OVER HEELS in love.

These are some strong words!! CRAZY people belong in an institution. MAD dogs are put to sleep. And being HEAD OVER HEELS sounds like the beginning of an interesting suicide attempt. I just don't get why people are tripping over themselves trying to find love. Love is a step in the direction of a mental institution.

Anybody ever heard of Crimes of Passion??? Ya know, when you catch your mate cheating and you pull out a gun and shoot him and his skanky mate in the head?!?! LOVE makes you do things like this!!!! Love will make you forget that shooting a man will put you in jail because all you can hear is the sound of your heart breaking as the pieces gather on the floor under his feet.....

The only way I'LL EVER FALL IN LOVE is if man shows some AMAZING act of love and devotion. i.e. take a bullet, do some time for me, etc. You just can't call me beautiful and buy me things and expect me to just FALL in LOVE.
I'm not falling DAMN IT. Love better push me on the ground and beat my ass cause that's the only way I'll ever submit!!!!!!

*DISCLAIMER*
For the record, if you feel you are in love, please don't allow me to deter you from that. You may be. You may have also completely lost your mind and that's fine by me. These are my personal views about LOVE.

It takes a fool to learn, that love don't love nobody.